A college student was crying on his bed every night or night after night. Every moment on his room is nothing but just for his own. No one is included. He sits on the floor like a ghost. In silence, no one can ever see what he does. While listening to the stream of music of wrongfulness, self-denial, grievance and sorrow, tears fell little by little. But for him, every teardrop is a sign of being such a precious stone, a diamond, robust and stable. But what a big mistake he was born...
"Hi father! Screw you! You don't know any better. Mother! you're a bitch! I admit siguro hindi nga ako naging mabuting anak ngunit ask yourselves, naging mabuting magulang ba kayo? Dahil na rin sa inyo kaya ako nagkakaganito. Sabihin nyo man na anak lang ako. Okay! So what? Mas gugustuhin ko pa na di nyo na ako isinilang dahil binuhay nyo lang ako para maghirap! I know kayo ang sumusustento sa akin pero tungkulin nyo yun and problema nyo na din yon! Anyways hindi naman kayo ang nagpalaki sa akin!"
I was terrified! Sometimes I realized I wish I don't exist. We only live to suffer then eventually die.
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